CHARLIE WE MISS YOU

I HAVE ALWAYS FOUND IT HARD TO EXPRESS MYSELF. I MEAN TRULY EXPRESS MYSELF. I LOVE MY FAMILY AND AM THANKFUL TO GOD FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE. LATELY, THOUGH I HAVE BEEN GRAPPLING WITH A FEW ISSUES, AND I KNOW I SHOULDN'T THINK THE WAY I DO.
WHEN YOU LIVE A CHRISTIAN LIFE YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO QUESTION GOD AND I HAVE BEEN DOING JUST THAT. REVENGE IS NEVER A GOOD THING AND I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN REVENGE AND AVENGE. SOMEONE PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME.
YOU SEE, I HAVE FOUND OUT SOME DETAILS ABOUT CHARLIE'S ACCIDENT. SOMETIME AFTER THE WRECK A VEHICLE DROVE BY AND DID NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. THIS LEAVES MORE THAN A FEW QUESTIONS IN MY HEAD, ON TOP OF THE ONES THAT WERE ALREADY THERE. THE WORST PART OF THIS WHOLE DEAL IS I KNOW THE PEOPLE IN THE CAR, I KNOW WHAT THEY WERE DOING, AND I KNOW WHERE THEY WERE GOING...
HOW I CAME TO KNOW THIS INFORMATION IS IRRELEVANT. THE DAY CHARLIE WAS POSITIVELY IDENTIFIED AND PUT IN THE NEWSPAPER-THIS PERSON CALLED CLARION STATE POLICE TO KINDLY LET THEM KNOW SHE DROVE BY HIS VAN(AS IT WAS SITTING ON TOP OF THE BANK WHERE HE WRECKED AS YOU CAN SEE ABOVE) AND ADMITTED TO THE COPS THERE LOOKED TO BE A "SMALL FIRE" INSIDE THE VAN. COME ON, I DON'T CARE IF YOU ARE SMOKING CRACK OR WHATEVER BUT THIS STUPID CUNT COULD'VE SAVED MY NEPHEW'S LIFE.
WE ALREADY KNEW HE WAS FOUND AT THE BACK OF THE VAN. WAS HE TRYING TO GET OUT? OR WAS HE KNOCKED BACK THERE FROM IMPACT? AUTOPSIES SAY HE DIED OF SMOKE INHALATION AND CHARRING OF THE ESOPHAGUS AND LUNGS. I AM NO CSI BUT IN ORDER TO CHAR YOUR LUNGS YOU INHALE HEAT SO THEREFORE HE WAS BREATHING AFTER IMPACT.
I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH THIS GIRL I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU. THE IRONY HERE IS THAT I WANT TO KICK HER MOTHERS ASS TOO FOR A WRONG SHE PULLED ON ME BACK IN RIMERSBURG. SO I FEEL ALL THAT ANGER ALL OVER AGAIN. TWO STUPID FUCKING IDIOT MORONS. THEY WILL NEVER EVER EVER KNOW THE PAIN WE ARE GOING THROUGH. IT'S NOT JUST ME. MY SISTER JOYCE, CHARLIE HAD 3 YOUNGER BROTHERS. AND A BRAND NEW BABY BOY "HUNTER DAVID WIENCEK" THAT WILL NEVER GET TO BE HELD BY HIS DADDY.

THIS IS ONLY IMMEDIATE FAMILY, HE HAD LOTS OF OTHER FAMILY AND GAMMADS OF FRIENDS. ALL I CAN SAY FOR NOW IS REST IN PEACE BOY, WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YA AND DON'T WORRY CHARLIE WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND. WHETHER IT IS HANDLED BY ME OR GOD WHICHEVER COMES FIRST, SHE'LL GET WHAT SHE DESERVES.